Tuesday, April 28, 2020

a prayer


God,

I stilled myself long enough to feel your presence. Your glorious sun is a warm hug.

The bird’s chatter speaks to my soul of your protection. Like all the green growth of the land

I know you many graces on my life. A cooling cloud soothes my fevered brow from worry.

All those before me knew your power to strengthen. I know it too. It heals and rests my tired old body.

I feel a strong sense that you are in charge (always have) and you alone can restore and heal

our world. May we appreciate and keep the goodness going to every corner of your creation.

So when this pandemic ends (and I believe it will) may we seek distance from fear, wear a holy mask

to say to the world NOTHING CAN HURT US THAT GOD CAN’T CONQUER.

In Christ Jesus,

Amen


Monday, April 27, 2020

Seven years Dad

 
never forgotten
my dad
1933-2013

God never leaves us

 
 
Alone I wander .
God?
I haven’t left.
Fearful I fret.
God?
I’m here.
Worried I cry out.
God?
Still here.
Lost I flounder.
God?
I hear you.
God?
Yes.
You are there.
I never left.
I guess I did.
Yes.
I’m sorry.
I know. I forgive you.
You do?
Of course, my child.
I love you too.
I know child. I’ve always loved you.
Thanks, God.
You are welcome.

Sunday, April 26, 2020

Let's be nice now and after the virus!

 
 

Reading Maria Shriver’s The Sunday Paper. She finds the stories we need to focus on. Ones of great compassion, love and hope. Like every disaster or crisis that ever happened in the world since the beginning of time, these events bring us together at least for a while. If only it could stop there and hold us in a pattern of peace and support for each other. People are people.  We all have needs. We all have the same needs…shelter, love and sustenance. This comes through being with friends and family. This should flow easily. It should never be an effort of blood, sweat and tears. It must be natural. God made us to be and need companionship. God wants a relationship with each of us and for each of us to be in relationship with others. He created Eve for Adam. He created their children. He created us. We should value all He gave us and meant for us to live through.

Saturday, April 25, 2020

Thursday, April 23, 2020

the Lord looks at the heart


these days should help us know what matters


Amy Etchison’s CD has a wonderful song about her grandmother. In it she repeats the phrase “just passing through.” We all are. Our time on earth is a mere blink. Older we get faster the blink. While here we have to make the most of it. Friends and family come and go. We do not get to choose when or how long we have them with us. We do not get to decide when a life ends. We are not God. That is His job. He knows our life. He created out life. He gave us our first breath and he decides our last breath. We are responsible for the breaths between. We can live it cautious and anxious and angry or we can live it with abandon, throw caution to the wind and milk all we can from it. God gave us beauty to enjoy. He gave us people to love. He gave us lives to build around it all. He gave us hope and faith. He gives us all this daily actually. All we must do is be faithful, grateful and generous.  His goodness is worth our living day to day.

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

scars

my scars are hidden
deep in my soul
mostly self-inflicted
decades of self-abuse
and self-neglect
times does not always heal
but filling up on God's word
and indulging in His love and peace
soothes wounds
and takes away the pain
 
 

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Monday, April 13, 2020

Hoping your Easter was blessed as mine was.

Despite worship at home on a dreary Easter Sunday, I was inspired, refreshed and restored.

Thursday, April 09, 2020

Things will improve

Patience
Prayer
Perseverance