Friday, March 30, 2018

From today forward, choose the life you want to live

life is what we choose to see and believe
 
despite sickness, loss, trouble and problems
 
WE CAN CHOOSE TO
 
ABIDE IN CHRIST
 
 

Thursday, March 29, 2018

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

a prayer and blessing

Father,
i am your child in every way every day
you are so holy and powerful but I can call you daddy
your will is my will and the will for my friends, family, church and world
you meet my needs and all who believe
i am grateful for that
forgive me and others
make us aware of doing right
protect my family and friends
help us resist worldly ways
help us seek spiritual ways
you are the King of Kings
you are my everything now and forever

i praise your name and i love you too
Amen

Thursday, March 22, 2018

peace comes from God in every cell of your being



and every breath from your lungs
every beat of your heart
and through every act of kindness

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

we are on the cuspt


we live halfway between life and death

every day of existence

we never know which is closest

we must live as though

mortality is closest

breathing in everything beautiful

living every moment fully

aware of all the blessings

and beauty of life

daily grace enough

to be

 all we are to be

this side of heaven


Saturday, March 17, 2018

Thursday, March 15, 2018




Silence quiets my restless mind
and balances the day
peace of mind
is a distant gift
missed once it’s gone
maybe today will be the day
 
live all the way into today
not on the edge of yesterday or tomorrow 
life is a journey to wholeness
 
don’t miss a moment of living
 

Monday, March 12, 2018

past thoughts present thoughts

a new view given by God
another focus by God's hand
my life became static without hope or faith
I lost the life I had through worry and grief
God's love and mercy brought new peace
for a better way to life through his unwavering grace

(wrote this a Kiawah several years ago but it sure fits recent times)

Sunday, March 11, 2018

looking for answers


Can one catch old age?
Now that my parental caregiving has ended, I’m tired. I need caregiving.
When I wake up in the morning I want to stay there.
When the weather is yucky I want to stay home.
When there are chores to do, I find too many reasons I can’t do them.
When someone wants to go somewhere I have no energy or excitement to go.
When I do have a day I have energy to go, do or work, I’m wiped out for days.
 

Is this just my own aging taking over or is it something I caught from mom and dad. Does anyone else feel this way? How do we fix it? Can we fix it?
 
Late night
Slow morning start
God is my energy
Just be
Just unplug
God is my source
Quiet mind
Sacred time
God is my spirit
 

Achy, tired, IBS, and doubt.  I need help. I skipped Sunday school and I feel useless and worn out. If this is going to be the rest of my life, I’m finished. God, call me home. If I can get it back, a little energy and joy, God, keep me going.
 

How do people find their energy and strength?

How can I find mine?
Prayer
Scripture
Hope
Exercise
Nutrition
Art
 
Please, God, help me.
 
Do I need rest? Do I need medication? Do I need procedures? Do I need surgery? Do I need patience? Do I need faith? Do I need spunk? Do I need hope? Do I need exercise? Do I need therapy?

God, show me, guide me, help me. Whatever I do, I cannot do it without you.
 
One more question. Is this part of grief? It’s been nearly 5 months. How long does it take to move forward, find new direction and increase motivation? I hopefully settle mom’s estate in a couple weeks. Maybe that will finally give me the
closure and fresh start I need so desperately?
 
Please weigh in. is this normal?
I definitely know this. Without God it can never get better. Without art I can never find any joy or peace. Without family and friends I can never move on.
 
Am I just feeling the weight of the world on me?

I am not responsible for others’ troubles when I did not create them.
 
and thought that someday everything would be fixed, great, and all bad things would be behind her.
 
Instead she’s dragging herself through life.

Every little creature jumps up and bites her.

She’s always the one who gives in or gives up.

Others expect her to change and adapt.

All think she can do it, skip it or just be ok.

She’s tired of it.

She’s broken.

She’s ignored.

She’s not going to take it.
 
I sometimes feel like I have no choice but the truth of the matter is, I do have a choice. I have to make the difficult choices. I either ignore my needs or someone else’s.

 

 


 

Friday, March 09, 2018

Wednesday, March 07, 2018

Saturday, March 03, 2018

God can heal all things

 
can she heal
she’s been sick spirited for ten years
can she revive
she’s been exhausted for so long
can she move on
she’s been stuck for a decade
can she find peace
she’s been in turmoil for way too long
can she enjoy her life
she put it on hold for quite a while
can she just trust God
SHE CAN SHE MUST SHE WILL

Thursday, March 01, 2018

The power of THREE

 
along with
Father, Son and Holy Spirit