With the last ten years, I have learned I have issues with control. never considering myself a control freak, I learned the hard way that I am. I want to fix things NOW. I want to settle things NOW. I want to get things worked out NOW. not necessarily to my own good but just to have it settled. It's just not possible. We can control what we think and say and how we respond to situations. That's about it. As soon as I realize this, life will go much smoother. Oh, I don't have a lot of patience either. God will surely help me with this.
