light in the dark

dark and light

My body is dead weight.

Walking in water

Sinking fast

No one sees me

No one hears me

No one senses me

I feel lost and alone

What do I do

I should get out of this bed where I find no sleep

I should get out of this house where comfort eludes me

I should get out of this life where I feel little of anything

Is this selfish

No

So why do I feel so guilty

What’s next

Is it depression when you keep doing what you must

But fall apart when you stop and should rest

I need answers no one can give me but me

Feeling hopeless

Tears dried up

Empty inside

I am losing , have lost, so much

I can barely see, hear or sense myself anymore