Showing posts with label retreat. Show all posts
Showing posts with label retreat. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 01, 2017

my daily retreat




Wounded invisibly
Broken unfairly
Wandering daily
Seeking God’s healing
Forgiving and moving forward
Trusting God’s plan
My life-my world
Created by the master
Do not: fear, doubt, worry or neglect
GOD’S GOT MY BACK

Here on my deck, life is perfect in God’s word. As I pray and step into reality I take his word, his promises, his love and his truth and strength with me.

Wednesday, August 05, 2015

Monday, October 05, 2009

Retreat



The blue skies reflect a hope almost forgotten after 4 long months of caretaking, encouraging and praying for my Dad's recovery and Mom's health to withstand the trauma of it all.

A flock of black birds gather in the trees above me declaring the phrase "safety in numbers". So why do I continue to prefer solo efforts? The way I grew up, an only child, I depended on few. I still do. One can only truly count on one's self as all others are not completely predictable. I do lean on God even though I sometimes hate to bother Him so much. Life is complicated as it is. Too many factors complicate it further. I truly believe in "less is more" and "keep it simple". I imagine even someone from a large family would have the wish for a solitary existence from time to time. Would they fair better or worse? I do know that Susanna Wesley, mother of John and Charles Wesley, who had over a dozen children (maybe 18, but I don't remember) often found the need to gather her skirt layers around and over her to shut out the chaos and pray. Just as I enjoy the same, but I gather my journal, pen, sketch pad and nature about me and crawl deep within my safe retreat. There I find amazing peace, comfort, warmth and safety. Shutting out problems, fears, worries, and troublesome components, I rest there until I can face the real world again. It isn't often I go extremely deep for it is then that I wish to lock the door of my spirit and stay there for eternity. Perhaps one day I will. Perhaps that will be my heaven .