without sleep...late night in the studio

My unfaithful thoughts

and worry obsessions

make me sin.

How many chances do I get from God?

How long will Christ suffer for me?

How long will the Holy Spirit intercede for me before giving up the ghost?

How does one live in the moment?

Questions of a sleepless mind and God's answers

Lord?

Are you there?

I am with you always.

Will I ever be rested?

I will give you strength.

Should I be fearful?

I will help you; do not fear.

Should I worry?

I am here, seek Me and my righteousness.

Can I get out of this darkness?

I am your light.

Can the pain go away?

I can heal you.

Will my troubles recede?

I give you peace.

Will the storms ever cease?

I can calm the seas.

Can I ever be happy again?

I make the poor in spirit happy.

Day 221 No sleep for the weary....

Hour of the soul again....

Prayerless, I cry out to God.

Does He fill in the blanks?

My groans are heard.

He answers but I can't understand His words.

It's as if He speaks a foreign tongue.

Can my spirit interpret?

I muffle my cries.

I hide my pain.

I deny my doubt.

He knows my thoughts.

He feels my doubt.

He forgives my uncertainty.

Patience is key.

Have I used my quota?

The well is dry.

My feet are lead.

My stomach is sick.

I'm stuck and immovable.

He is stronger.

He pulls me out just before I go under.

I gasp for air.

He quickly fills my lungs with His breath.

I know I will survive.