Do we ever totally debrief though? It swims in my head,
sprit and heart consciously and unconsciously. It rattles in my soul till I
feel like I will explode. It hangs on my flesh like dead skin. It clings to my
space till I can hardly breathe. It drips from my mouth like sickness. It
crushes me on all sides till I disappear.
What is “it” you ask?
The events
The words
The actions
The thoughts
The sounds
The scenes
The emotions
The challenges
The fears
The hopes
The accomplishments
The doubts
The calls
The questions
The answers
IT is all that
and so much more!
Lord, in your mercy, I struggle but feel your embrace. I
cringe but know your love. I gasp but breathe in your peace. I cry and feel a release of doubt but know my
faith will continue to grow and see me through to the end. I look to the sky
and find the stars. I look to the earth and feel the smooth sweet grass. I am thankful for your unfailing presence.
Please never allow me to leave you. Amen.
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